Misplaced Happiness

I keep running, I don’t know where,
Sometimes I feel its towards something
But when I reach
Its just not there….

I am not the clueless kind but yet I feel lost today
It’s a weird feeling and I wish it would go away
There is something missing, something deep inside
It’s the feeling of belonging which I cant find

Am I being someone that I am not?
Is everything I need in my blind spot..
I have a set of rules, they discipline me
Its hard to change them, when you are 33

Yet today I feel I want to change it all
I want to tear of this cloak
The one I hide behind
When things go wrong

I just want to feel like I once felt before
Full of lowe
It never got over
There was always more

I am sure its not that tough,
Its all in my mind
That place does exists
Its just wrong to rewind

So moving forward is all I can do
Stop thinking too much
Start acting soon.....