music

woke up at 5 this morning and started listening to music. it was a crazy 2 hour session. there was shit loads of dave mathews, kk, michael buble, floyd, magic numbers, kishore kumar, kailash kher. it was an intense session and then it just hd to get a little crazy.........the sting songs started.......

A million roads, a million fears
A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
But if there was a single truth, a single light
A single thought, a singular touch of grace
Then following this single point, this single flame,
This single haunted memory of your face

how long does it take to forget something??

You and I are lovers
When night time folds around our bed
In peace we sleep entwined
And your love flows through me
Though an ocean soothes my head
I burn for you I burn for

Stars will fall from dark skies
As ancient rocks are turning
Quiet fills the room
And your love flows through me
Though I lie here so still
I burn for you, I burn for you


how does it feel to burn for someone?

Monday, I could wait 'til Tuesday
If I make up my mind
Wednesday would be fine
Thursday's on my mind
Friday'd give me time
Saturday could wait
But Sunday'd be too late

this whole confusion on whether to say whats on your mind so that Sunday doesnt come or just keep whatever is on your mind, right there, inside where its safe.....


He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for the respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one
Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

and then you just want to deal the cards and take the chance, just face everything like a man..... the change thats there now is that i dont just say things anymore, i mean them, i can answer the question WHY? if ever i am asked........

three years back the drastic changes started happening in my life, it was total chaos and i just couldnt handle it, it took time and it took a lot of growing up, there is shitloads more that i need to do, but i am going to come out a man from all of this, i can proudly show my balls to people and say 'i have these dude!!!! i have these!!!!' hahahahahahaha its all about the balls now :-)