there it is again...the feeling deep inside....its emptiness. i fill my head with nonsense to not leave a void but it sneaks in, grows. ya its weird but thw emptiness grows.
i just figured that emptiness is the best friend i got. we fight everyday but atleast it comes back. the faces or places just come and go. i give all i can of myself, and then some more but they go they ALL go, so easy....just walk away. is it me walking away so i can be with my best friend. i need to figure that out.
i heard this song again, it had grown on me a couple of weeks back and now its back in my head. its all about relationships. we make them, we break them. we move away and we get closer. we want something badly and then we dont.
i want some constant in my life. i want to feel complete. right now its tearing me inside to not feel that way. right now i am just alone.......
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