Thoughts running through my head

last night i had this marathon session on me. no it wasnt with me it was with two of my friends. i realised yesterday that people understand me and want to help me become a better person. i also realised that once you break things down into smaller points things make more sense. i spoke a lot yesteday. the answers are all there in my head and i just need to take time off to question myself. the more why and how questions you ask yourself the more answers you get. i got some answers yesterday. i realised that i never think things through. i realised that i keep my options open. i realised that i fear letting go. i realised that i hold on to things which dont matter. i realised i waste my energy on the wrong things. i realised that what i want is actually quite simple. i realised that i complicate things and twist things to make them complex. i realised that what would give me peace of mind is just clarity. i need to let go of some things in my life on which i had a lot of hope. the worlds a big place and i am stuck here because its the easy thing to do. yes we all fear the unknown but i want to open newer doors and not knock on ones which are not for me, over and over again.

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse.

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

"Just what your worth"Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face And I..

Tears stream, down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I..Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you.