I said it

i am feeling extremly happy today. i felt love today. i felt wanted today. its should be a nice happy feeling but somewhere i am scared and i know this fear would go if i talk about it. i sat in a hall filled with people. i watched her hide and sing and play and enjoy the music. her face is so innocent, so beautiful. her eyes are the prettiest i have seen and i watched myself wanting her more and more and more. i felt like i was in a trance. i watched myself go quite later as we sat eating and drinking. i wanted to talk about whats going on in my head. i wanted to say it all. i am saying it now over sms but i wish i could have done it face to face. the world blurred out to me today. sitting with her was all that i wanted. talking to her was all that i wanted, wanting to hold her in my arms was all that i wanted. instead i sat there quietly. is she the one? i have a stong feeling about this and i want to go for it with 'all guns blazing'

i think i will sleep well tonight........