My Life

Time and again I have been high
On life
On Whiskey
On peoples lies

Things looked good, it felt nice
Then I mess it up
What the fuck is wrong with my mind?

Cant I see the circle I’m in?
I try to be liquid
But I don’t fit in.

The voice in my head says let it all go
I cant listen, I cant go slow.
When I touch, I think I feel
This need to be wanted
Its so real.

Take your time
Get to know yourself
The truth is I’m insane
I’m really deep, my minds like a well

Someone once asked
‘How deep does this rabbit hole go?’
Its goes deep, it takes you down slow.

There will be highs, there will be lows
Until the end of my time, I will have to go.
Pain it seems is living close by
Learning to live with it is how I will survive.

This mystery, my life…….

- Me