i sent out nasty mails to my internal team today. one after the other. i was rude to my colleagues over the phone. its so unfair because i know that they are doing their best to ensure that my commitments to the clients are met. i cant keep insisting for people to do it my way. its reached a point where i am getting totally stressed at work. i have this bad habit of following up on people, whos work is dependant on mine.
i could take all kinds of pressures on a hourly basis, on a daily basis, on a weekly basis, on a monthly basis. now i am so desperate for a break. there is not point taking a break from work though. i will have to return to the same thing after. i need to figure out some other way.
i used to count till 10 earlier. i used to take deep breathes. i think thats the best option. i dont want to have a breakdown. i am good at what i do. i am not rude even under the craziest circumstances. i need to shut this down. kill it at the root. 1.....2.....3.....4.....5.....6.....7.....8.....9.....10 :-)
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