Tuesday, January 15, 2008

this urge inside is killing me

its just been 14 hours since i said stopped my smoking habit. its not been easy. i got in to work at 8:24 a.m and have been trying to keep myself occupied. its 12:48 p.m now and i feel like going home and sleeping. the funny thing is that i am not feeling tired like i usually do, my hands dont stink, my clothes dont stink and i see to be breathing better. i just need to ensure that i dont start overeating. thats what usually happens when i attempt quitting this habit.

i hope the focus will be back soon because i can see it doesnt exist right now. i know i can do it this time. this time it was an inside voice, this time its different, this time its for good........

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