the last couple of days i have been listening to some songs on repeat, put them up on this blog, memorised the lyrics, the tunes have been engraved in my mind....
today, i am sitting in the office, its 9:08 p.m, there is complete silence, everyones left, all i can hear is the hum of the air conditioning, the dhub dhub of my heart, the clicks of the keys as i tap them and a distant sound of a phone ringing. these rhythms are getting broken now, with thoughts racing in my head, the last couple of days have been complete chaos. i have no clue what i am doing. there is crazy shit happening at work. there are responsibilities which are being ignored. there are open ended loops.
i need to get out of here. tomorrow i leave for kochi, would like to come back on friday so i dive into the weekend as soon as i get back. dive into some whiskey and some music.
i decided today that i need to spend most of my time outside of bangalore. if things go as planned i am going to be travelling every month to chennai, hyderabad, kochi and colombo. there is so much more i can do and my energy is getting wasted. i am getting lazy, i am get comfortable with the way things are. i need to get out.
but tonight there is silence......
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