this morning i woke up to a realisation that i dont have anything to show for the last 10 years of working. yeah 10 fucking years!! i have worked for 6 companies and have moved from being a software programer to a hard core sales person. i have moved from a measly salary of 3500 bucks a month to a lot more now. Yet there is nothing to show!! there are two cars!! hahahahaha yeah depreciating assets!! there is a measly bank balance. so yeah i have nothing!!
its like everything i have done so far has just been a waste. dont know if i am wrong to equate something to show to physical stuff....but isnt that how it is?
i was reading an old blog entry i had made, about getting myself a house of my own. i seriously dont know why i havnt done that yet. instead i have blown up savings without thinking twice.
i want to change all that today. i want to start using my earnings better. in things more meaningful. things that might not necessarily be seen. the wish for owning my own home remains and i will make that happen, soon. i am not wasting my life, my earnings, my time.....anymore
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