did it

i went for a drink last night. to this place called tavern. i sat at the bar. i ordered a beer. after the fourth i ordered some food. mutton sheekh kabab kati rolls. it went down with my fifth and last pint.

there was a tv, i didnt look at it.
there were more people like me, i didnt look at them.
there were some pretty women giving me the eye (or so i thought) but it didnt interest me.
there was music playing but i didnt recognise the songs.

i remember once having dropped into a friends place and he was sitting on the sofa. so i asked him whatsup, what have you been doing? and his reply was 'sitting'. i asked him what he meant by that and he replied 'nothing dude, just sitting'

yesterday i just 'sat' and i did it alone. i have this whole thing about not going out alone, not eating alone, and yesterday i got over it. the good thing is that it wasnt odd at all. i was scared that my mind would go all over the place but it didnt.

so next thing on my list is a movie :)