grow up

so i was thinking yesterday, and a little bit this morning, about me. yeah yeah i do that sometimes. i was thinking about how much i have changed over the last couple of years. sometimes i feel like i have turned into this mature person who knows how to handle every situation that is thrown at him. it gives me a high and it gives me a lot of confidence about me and how i live my life. then there are these moments i just want to tear off the 'grown up'gown that i wear and just stand on the top of my terrace naked......i think that nakedness is the best thing ever. i wish at some point i get to be in a nudist camp or beach or group or whatever it is and just rip off all my clothes and just 'hang' (this word is used for the benifit of some people i know) i think a person is truly rid of all inhibitions and cares once he or she is naked......i think i definetly find the real me when i am in the loo or running around my room stark naked.......i think i find that child in me and its the happiest feeling ever.......

i wish that i could sometimes just get rid of all that i have learnt and experienced and just stand there stark naked and just smile.......i think a naked mans smile is the best and most genuine smile ever.........

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes

But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
Keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
You've made me trust

Because I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right

I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself and let the
Covers fall away
I guess I never had someone like you
To help me, to help me fit
In my skin

I never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right

I'm naked
Oh oh yeah
Does it show?
Yeah, I'm naked
Oh oh, yeah yeah

I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through, baby