why is it that i am really bad at decision making. i do it so easily in my professional life but on the personal front i suck, like really bad. i do manage to take a decision but until i do, i get seriously fucked in the head.
i start by weighing the pros and cons. then i move on to worst case scenarios. then i say fuck it and go with the flow. it finally turns out ok but the process of getting there is so damn long, or atleast feels that way.
a few days back i had gone for this dinner thing and i heard myself talking about this point in my life when i wasnt allowed to do what i wanted to. i used the word resentment but i completed the story by telling my friends parents that it all worked out well and you just need to accept and move on.
i need to work on the go with the flow funda. keep talking about it and in the coming year i just need to implement it. we can be trained to do things, there is no such thing as 'we are born with it or not'
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