Thursday, October 25, 2007

Confusion

i have been calm for some time now. knew this feeling of uncertainity would crop up sometime. my heart is beating fast today. there is a feeling that i am not getting enough air to breathe. there is anxiety. i am taking too many risks with my life. i am doing things which my mind doesnt agree with, but my heart does. i am being totally honest with myself and with people around me.

there is this point when we all have a thought. its there inside our head. it slowly wants to get out. we push it back. we distract ourselves. we dont have a clue what happens when the small world, we have built around us, gets to know what we are thinking. then there is a sound 'TADANT' and its out there.

then its calm again....

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