music morning

i had started walking every morning and evening for the last couple of weeks. gave it a break for more important things and last night i got home and decided to go inspite of the rain......it was brilliant!! and then some songs happened.....one by one they just kept coming on my mp3 player....and i didnt realise that i had been walking for one and a half hours....

i reached home a little pissed last night.....dont know exactly what i was that got to me, it must have been the traffic, it must have been expectations not met, it must have been coming back home and realising that the familiar room suddenly had things moved around......it was all of these actually and for some reason when you divert your energy from all the above and direct it to one thing everything becomes ok.....

there is something about walking that always calms me down.....i remember reading an article about how humans walk when tensed and once they do, it becomes alright. the funda is that after we are born and have been crawling around for a while, we suddenly learn to walk, thats the point when we suddenly are in control of our life. we fall back on that feeling when things arent going alright and if we purposefully walk we can always be in control :)

i went for a walk again this morning and the music just took me to a nice happy place......there was have you ever loved a woman, nussie's piya re, KK's aksar, lucky ali's ahista ahista, luka chuppi from rang de basanti and lata's awesome voice.......it was a brilliant morning and i want to continue feeling this way every day of my life....for the rest of my life.......