i just got home after my brothers wedding reception. i felt happiness today of a different kind, something i cant express in words and i so badly wish i could. its this warmth that starts from the center of you and goes to the outside and it feels so damn right. its like as if the universe just got in sync and every atom in my body felt it.
i saw my brother so happy, i saw my sister in law so happy and i saw my parents happy as well. the people who came for the reception seem happy to be there and you could almost see the blessing that comes when people gather for a joyous occassion.
i think that today i grew just a little more mature, just a little closer to what my parents expect me to be, just a little close to what i want to be. i dont want to push this feeling away and i know this it totally in my control, its just that i need to hold on and remind myself that each day of my life there is going to be a change thats going to make me think different and feel different and all i need to do is not fight it........
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