wave

there are some things that can get to you so easily. it can give you immense happiness, an overwhelming feeling can engulf you and its like as if you are standing on a beach, close to the water and this huge freaking wave just rises up and you see it growing bigger, taller and then you are under it and then you just get wrapped in it and are pulled into the sea, sometimes you never return to land because you have found The Wave........

i have till date not had this feeling, the rare moments that that i have felt it, i have been the one who just turned and ran, ran for my life.....

i usually create this picture of me standing on a cliff, scared shitless, wondering whether to dive or not, to just take the lunge and see if i land on my feet or fall flat on my face.......this is so much different, this is a situation where i am not doing much, yes i do move closer to the water, but i am still standing there and the wave comes.....like a tsunami....hahahaha yes tsunamis do creat havoc and leave people dead......but what i am talking about is the 'good' tsunami...

i so want to find my wave.....to feel the warmth of it.......to be hugged by it......and to be pulled in to a whole new world.....to start a new adventure......