sex

so what is it about sex that changes everything? is it about seeing a person naked and showing your nakedness to someone else? is it because, after, there is nothing more to do or say? is it like the final stage in all relationships? after that there is nothing more you want or can imagine wanting?

i always believed that there is more to life than getting it on with someone.
i always believed that its about two minds rather than two bodies.
i always believed that sex is overrated.
i always believed that all barriers are dropped and all inhibitions are gone and it gets you closer to someone on a whole new level.

today i am questioning the way i look at a woman, today i am questioning whether the respect that i give is really required, today i am questioning my approach to getting close to them.....

guess there has to be something wrong with the way i am doing things, otherwise i would not be thinking all these things......

one question still remains unanswered - is it worth it..........


All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on
but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go

I kept everything inside
and even though I tried
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually
be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

It doesn’t even matter.......