today there is something really different in the air, its something i have never felt before, its strange yet its nice, its like the air is still, everythings quiet right now, there is a song playing right now on my comp called 'khuda jaane' its making my guts tighten up and yet i am not nervous....
i had a strange conversation this morning, it was about something that no one usually talks about, it was about death, it was about friends, it was about loss, it was about feelings deep inside, it was about missing someone, it was about being with someone, it was about fear, it was about climbing up the ladder, it was about what happens when you reach the top, it was about falling, it was about getting up, it was about the purpose, it was the journey that takes us towards that purpose......
too many mixed feelings, to much music i need to trip on for the next couple of days, i am downloading the amelie soundtrack and burning it on a cd, i am going to add one more folder of a couple of recent sounds that have come into my life......kabhi kabhi aditi, khuda jaane......
i want to turn back time.......i want to be hugged.......i want the physical presence.......memories arent enough today.......i want a peaceful sleep from which, when i wake, it will all be ok........strange feeling........
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