care

what does it mean to care for someone? i suddenly feel like i dont have a clue. i guess thats why people dont get me.

i listen to people!!! i dont just nod my head. i listen. since i listen, i know. i have a freaking good memory to back me up as well. i do and say things because of this.

what do i have to give to show that i care?? what does any one have to do? i thought i had learnt that its not about saying those exact words.

i have a friend who keeps telling me that i have to use those words otherwise people dont get it. maybe he is right. maybe thats why people really like him and they just dont get me. i tried doing that today and under my breath i said 'dont you get it!!! dont you realise that we care and thats why we want you around!!!' i dont know what the reaction to that would be.

all i know is that i care. i really do. i always hope that my actions say it. i dont do things to get recognition. i just do things because i care and that comes straight from my heart. straight man!!! thats how i have been and i dont want to ever explain myself.