silence

i was talking to a friend of mine last night about the chaos around us. we were talking about simplifying our lives and she was of the opinion thats the best thing to do. i had a different view however. i think we all create the chaos!! its a well executed plan and its all in our sub-conscious. yeah yeah conspiracy theories of mine but if you think about it, its true!! the best freaking part about life is that God has given us a choice! we can totally decide what we want to do and say, yet a lot of us somehow manage to find the phenomenon i call the global treadmill and jump on! and we keep running and not getting anywhere. dont get me wrong, i think there is shitloads of happy happy joy joy but it doesnt freaking last!! so we run faster, then we slow ourselves down but we never ever get off!! what if you could just press a mute button on the world? i so badly want silence today. maybe then my thoughts could be clearer. right now its just so chaotic. stop this train i want to get off and go home again... So scared of getting older I'm only good at being young So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun Had a talk with my old man Said help me understand He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate