i had the longest day ever yesterday. its not a good thing especially after you have just driven 720 kms in one day. everything was fine till i reached home. for some reason 4 walls, sometimes, have the tendency to close in on you and make you feel all cramped up. i could hear my parents talking but i had no freaking clue what they were talking about. the tv was on and the images were changing but i couldnt hear that as well. i was chewing on dinner but there was no taste in the food i was eating. i could hear my phone ring but i didnt want to move a single muscle to try and pick it up. this was so damn different and it was something i have never experience before.
and suddenly as quickly as it came it was gone!! thats the strangest part about the whole thing.
i dont know whether it was anxiety or what but i sure dont want to feel that way again. the last time something similar happened to me was when i was smoking a joint and was moving from being in a happy state of mind to paranoia.....and it wasnt a good thing at all.....
i was scared last night.....
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