take it all

today i just feel like looking up in the sky and saying this 'take it all!!! i was better of without it!!!'

there was a point in my life before which i never ever tried, whatever came was great, whatever didnt, wasnt required anyway.....there was no ambition, sleep came so easily, i was friendlier, people and not things mattered, it was easy to get away, it was easy to love, no priorites, it was always about the moment and not tomorrow forget 5 years, there were cycle rides without any destination, there were adventure, there was innocence in not knowing, the air was cleaner, the smiles came quicker, a chat sitting on the wall of copacabana chat stall was fantastic, the lassi after would just blow your mind, we walked a lot, dinners lasted longer.......

now i try too hard, whatever comes is great whatever doesnt increases the length of the 'things i have to have' list, achievement is the measure of the day, insomnia is fashionable, there are more acquiantences, things fill up the vaccum, mobiles make you available anywhere and everywhere and anytime and everytime, i love to hate, compartmentalisation of ones mind is the key, 5 year plans are for governments humans have a 10 year plan, the thumb presses the buttons faster than the eye can see, google has made the unknown known, you can feel buried without getting into a grave, bad words per second records are created and broken, hard rock cafe burgers fill your stomach, wildberry smoothies quench the thirst, fuel is being burnt faster than it can be made, conversations have ended..........