Thank You

i went to st.johns hospital today. went to visit someones mother who was there in the ICU. i knew there was a reason i was there, while i was walking in. the timing was so perfect. in the next room was this guy, who was burnt from neck till toe, he was howling, i could see the pain on his face, there was no one with him, no one holding his hand, telling him he will be alright.

i felt something at that moment, it all became so clear suddenly.

i have take a week off from work because i am stressed, what is that!!!??? i am not happy with the processes at work!!! what is that!!!??? i am not happy with the way my colleagues do their work!!! what is that!!!??? i want to earn more money!!!! what is that!!!????

i came out of the ICU, weird how that floor has the chapel in it. i stood near the chapel. i looked inside at people who were sitting there, praying for their loved ones. i saw some patients crying inside, i could almost hear them thinking, asking for forgiveness, asking for healing, asking for peace. i broke down there today.

Thank You God.
Please help me be grateful for what i have, everyday.
Please help me be a better person.
Please help me do the right things.
Please help me in my short comings.
Thank You........