i am on the verge of quitting my job. dont know where this is coming from but i so badly just want to walk away from it. i cant handle it anymore. its an act that i am putting on, its all a fake interest that i am showing in front of my clients, in front of my management. i dont have anything in hand except ideas and the surety that i can easily get something else.
my concern this time around is how long with this go on. why cant i be like my father. why cant i have a job for 30+ years and stick to it. i dont care about the funda that people give about there being more options nowadays and therefore this ease of jumping around.
i want to settle down and get into something i will believe in for the rest of my career.
i have gone through a lot of shit to get so far. the easy thing would be for me to let this feeling pass. i dont want to take the easy road anymore.........
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