everyone seems to have a short term memory. they dont remember what people have done for them when it really mattered. i am just the opposite. i etch all the important things in my memory. it remains there forever and no amount of change in behaviour or mood swings make me think less of the person. no amount of space or distance changes anything. if you are important to me you will be thought of a lot.
even today there are is a long list of people who i have cut off from my life for reasons that were important to me. i have said and done things to annoy and piss off people and this was only done to have a reason to cut off.
everyday i wish i had them in my life. everyday i wonder what it would be like if i had not done what i did but i never forget the good times.
i will never have short term memory.....but sometimes you have to just move on...
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