machine

the world feels like a machine to me and i have been totally sucked into it. i move like a machine, i talk like a machine, walk like a machine (with a bounce ofcourse) and i have these set timings for everything. its like a collective. i know i am where a lot of people are and like the matrix i am wondering whether i need to be unplugged.

6.00 - wake up
7.30 - have a bath
8.00 - breakfast
8.10 - leave home
8.20 - have a chai and smoke
8.30 - wait in front of office for it to open!! yeah it doesnt open till 9.00
9.00 - get into office
10.00 - have a chai and smoke
10.10 - start work
11.00 - smoke
1.00 - lunch
1.15 - smoke
1.30 - work
3.45 - have a chai and smoke
6.00 - leave office
6.30 - home
6.45 - chai and tv
7.30 - dinner
8.00 - walk
9.00 - smoke
10.00 - good night!!

this routine changes when i have meetings to go for. hate it when meetings clash with my lunch timings!!

so yeah thats how my days are and its totally a comfort zone that i am in. any change and it totally messes up my mind.

please note i do want to get out!! hahahaha everytime i say that i laugh inside....