bottom

There is nothing to do
No place to go
No people to meet
Even the phone don't ring no more

There is silence around
It is also within
The futures unsure
There is so much negativity, damn this feeling

I want to get up
I want to get out
I want to breathe the fresh air
The stale ones killing me now

When you get to the bottom
You can see the top
you want to get back but you can hear the thud and feel the scars

What do you do when you're in this state?
Locking yourself up, is just a momentary escape
my body feels like lead
Maybe I should just free fall
Come out the other side
To a whole new world.....

Guess this is how life is
Its all up and down
Isn't the final bottom
6 feet underground.....