So I am sitting at this bar having a whiskey and looking at random people floating around me. There is a reason why I am here alone and its because I have so much to figure out. I can't seem to do it when I am around people and definetly can't do it when I am watching tv, sitting around. There is something about a bar stool which makes it so damn easy for thoughts to flow. My best moments with people has been when I was sitting at a bar....
So right now there is some madass music playing and its got this trippy piano sequence, on repeat, the bass guitar is coming in at the right time....and the vocals they are of a man saying something about being free.....do I want to be free? Do I want to be tied down by my life......
I am seeing faces right now of people I know.....one is dominating my thoughts and is taking over every part of me....keeps coming back....over and over....and I wonder if the past is what it is...the past.....yet I want it to be my today and my forever.....
Hahahahahahahaha so bono decides to come sweeping in and sing me the song which seems to say it all....with or without you.....I can't live......with or without you.....
The drive back home is going to be a long one.....alone again.....and this time around I want to change that....
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