they are racing around in my head and i just had to let them out
why do we live in our past? why is it that we dont get the fact that we cant go back, that we cant change it......circumstances change, people change, we change.....its all about where we are now, and what we can make of it....
why is it that i cant stop playing 'we could be lovers' again and again? why is it that ewan's voice is so damn clear, like he actually means it, i can see Christines face so damn clear, looking at Satine and meaning exactly what he is saying with the intensity which can only come when you leave all your fears, your inhibitions aside and tell a girl exactly what you feel deep inside......
why is it that i cant see to get it right? after so many years of living and experiencing people i still dont know how to act around them or react to them.....i still say and do the things that i want to do......not be fake and try to be someone i am not......not holding back when i know that i could push people away......
why is is that i walk out of peoples lives? wouldnt it be nice to have them around, they still mean so much to me and today i was reading a blog and it felt good to get an update even though i wished i could get updates first hand.....phone calls, mails, face to face......
can i correct my wrongs? there are so many.......
i want to be wanted today......i want a hug.....i want love......
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